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November 18th, 2004

08:13 pm Omg I have not updated this in soooooo long. I don't even know what's changed since then except I have to decided to come out. I am...a McFly fan. I mean at first they just annoyed me but I mean eventually their catchiness just got to me and now I love them! I'm even listening to them right now. I think it's the guys voice that won me over. I eman I don't even think he's cute but when he comes in in the second verse of That Girl I'm just like a-wooft. I pure fancy his voice. That is like my new thing that I look for in the opposite sex. I don't know what it is about me and guys in bands, I just can't resist a guy singing sexy like...and guitar/drum solos...a-wooft. I just loooove his voice. And julie does too so I have competition. Apart from that in my life all that is going on is homework and some pain. But lets not talk about that. Let's talk about band guys. I mean for instance the guy I like atm - except from McFly guy - is in a band and when hes on stage...do i even have to say it? Ok A-wooft. Anyway back to The Crucible...Gah John Proctor with all your Clutching-my-back-iness. Abigail the whore/harlot x Current Mood: determined Current Music: That Girl - McFly

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August 14th, 2004

04:43 pm - Best and worst day ever Omg I just got home from my holiday and I read my results and I got eight 1s! Woohoo yayayayayayayayay I am soooooooooooooo happy! But also very sad as I had to leave all my holiday amigos such as Will and Mark and Gareth behind. They were all so great! I had an amazing time, except I'm kinda burnt in the face area and I have a very bad cough. The only down side of the holiday was the amount of cuts and bruises I got while bumping into plant pots and falling over while trying to remove shoes, not to mention being stood on by stiletto heels. Oh and of course the pervy Spanish guys, but I learned how to deal with them. Man I've only been home for an hour or so and already I miss them all. I wish I cous hear Will says "Chivas" in his mad little kinda welsh/kinda english accent. I know I can hear mark talk whenever I want tho cos we recorded him saying "one, two, three" in his Birmingham accent on Lauren's phone. And Gareth, well what can I say? I'll miss him a lot. I cannot wait for the photos to get developed! I don't really know how I feel. Kinda glad to get home but wish I was still there. Apparently it is now common knowledge that me and Chris have split up, don't know how that happened but it is. I wish I was in Spain. Adios Vic x Current Mood: discontent Current Music: Lots of holiday songs in my head

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July 29th, 2004

07:15 pm - Anticipation I have not written in this in a long time, but nothing very interesting has happened in my life so there ya go. I feel like I've just been sitting around waiting for time to pass so I can go on haoliday and get away from everything for a while. I am sooooooooo confused right now and my legs are bruised cos I was sitting on a swing for about 4 hours yesterday, I've really mastered the art of going one without a push finally. And we sang all day and it was great. Apparently me and Terry's duet is "Can you feel the love tonight?". Ha, how ironic. I just cannot wait to go away, And Laura is single now so she'll be pure on the prowl and I'll be sitting in the corner all lonely drinking orange juice. Yeah, right lol. Oh but some good news! Lauren passed her driving test! Woohoo! I'm so happy for her. She was a nervous wee wreck but she did it. Gran wanted to put her on tranquilisers ha ha ha. Apperently they took a more relaxed approach to driving in her day. I need a tan, I'm so pale. I wonder if going on holiday will change how I feel about stuff, or if it will all be the same. Oh and I'll have exam results greeting me when I get back, and highers. Yay! Why is there never anyone interesting online? Or at least sum1 to shout at. Well, Spain here I come. Buenos Dias (probly spelled wrongly as I never took Spanish) Vic x Current Mood: confused Current Music: The Young Crazed Peeling - The Distillers

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June 29th, 2004

09:29 pm - One day he pushed a broom... Just trying to remember my lines. Ooooh show week next week. Oh btw if anyone wants to go and see The Little Shop of Horrors, it's on on the 8th of July in the town hall...and if anyone wants to be in the chorus go to the town hall on Sunday the 4th at 10am. Ok plugging done now. Had fun a bit today but me and Chris got in a fight (as usual) and it was really bad but we're ok now. Apart from the fact that I'm not allowed to say anything about him growing his hair again. Ill try but he looks so nice with it short. I told him I may leave him for a short haired boy. Lol but it is his hair so it's up to him. I also had fun reading really old ljs today. How much people have changed. Not looking forward to sunday when I will be rehearsing from 10 to 10 and I have not learned my lines. I'm looking forward to it though, even though Julie will be in Uist, Ash will be in Spain, Lauren will be in Peru and Maw will be in Paris. And I have a suspicion that Dad will stay in fox-watching as he has become strangly obsessed with the fox that now inhabits our back garden. It's quite nice in a weird way really. The fox has become like a companion to him since Maw's always away. His trusty old confidante. Ciao Vic x Current Mood: amused Current Music: I Touch Myself - The Divynils

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June 21st, 2004

08:50 pm - Oh dear! Mon pere est raging. He didn't get to say bye to lauren before she left for her little Peruvian adventure and now he won't talk to me for reasons that I shan't disclose. Silly mummy telling the truth. Hahaha I found sheets in my room that ppl had written on years ago. One is from when ppl were accusing my friend Kirsty of being a ...VL!!!!!!!!!!!! Lol and the other one is from when Lauren and Calum were like best friends and it's soooo funny. So on saturday I was on my way home on the train and there was a young man slightly intoxicated with strong alcoholic beverages who had his heart set on exposing himself to the entire train. Lol. And I met Laura and Ryan outside John Bruin's house and Ryan was less then happy shall we say. I slept in and missed the race for lifew the next day. I feel so bad and Julie was guilt tripping me earlier. She sed sumthin about me bein "out with Chris and Calum the night before" in this really accusatory tone like we were having a threesome or something when we were just walking home from the train station. Honestly, that girl! Still feel bad tho. But it was an accident. If I do it next year I'll be more prepared. And then there's the money issue. Oh I'll think about it tomorrow, for tomorrow...is another day! Now to face the wrath of Almighty Dadman! Eeeek! Vic x Current Mood: anxious Current Music: You Don't See Me - Josie and the Pussycats

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June 15th, 2004

09:50 pm - Stupid homework Usually I wouldn't even do maths homework but apparently the one piece of useful advice Lauren could give me is that I should do my homework. Don't know why I'm takin advice from a homewrecker but oh well... that looks as if it's spelled wrong. I've started S5 but it's so boring, the teachers are hardly ever even in and it's so crap cos maths is the only subject where u really have to work, j'ai horreur de ca! Btw I just wanna say to Chip, Prof and Boo that I'm sorry if | ever made u guys feel like replaced or anythin! No one can ever replace JELV! So sorry. And Jules I'm sorry for the Hamlet debaucle also! We've gotta do more stuff this summer, k? I want my long hair back, I miss it sooo much! Ooooh I'm gettin my SENIOR TIE tomorrow! Woweee! I spent s/day in glasgow with bertie for the first time in aaaages. Blink and everything changes, I tell you! Readin Captain Corelli's Mandolin for my SSL. I swear I've never seen such and impressive description of an ear in my life. Well anyways I have maths homework to be gettin on with so gtg now. Tatty bye Chad x Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: Mr. Blue Sky - Electric Light Orchestra

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May 30th, 2004

07:54 pm - Workin' doon the mines ma boy... I feel all pampered. I was at Teflon's party last night and I got a fake tan done and my nails. Was really good I talked to Laura and Jennifer last night and it was sooo good cos I was able to admit to stuff that I couldn't even admit to myself for a while and I feel so much better, less like a bitch. Also though my face looks dirty like I've bn working down a mine or sumthin. The only question is what to do now? Chris can't come over cos of work. I never realised how hard it could make things. We can get thru it but it's hard enough him living so far away y'know? I know he needs to do this though, so I just gotta be supportive. Apart from that we've been really good recently. He's dyed his hair plummy and it's lovely. He's lovely. Dunno what I did to deserve him. Oh well. Guess you just get lucky sometimes. Anyway, back to the original question. I spose I can just sleep, I'mn rather tired. Fare thee well Vic x Current Mood: curious Current Music: Two Out of Three Ain't Bad - Meatloaf

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May 28th, 2004

08:09 pm - Snooze I'm so tired. I keep falling asleep. Probly cos I walked home from Petersburn last night in a drunken state. I'm payin for it now, my heel really hurts and I had to take my little cousins out today. Was fun though, not been to the Heritage Park in aaaaaaaaages. They have a new playpark and it's great lol. But also the mine tour was a lot scarier when I was wee. I also returned to the scene of the crime where I accidentally mangled my little cousin's finger. Well it wasn't my fault, what kind of person sticks their finger in cogs of a mangle that someone's turning? A silly person is the answer. I was at Ashley's last night which was good until her mum caught someone with vodka and was not happy so I walked home with michael (SLAGIATT). And now as a result I'm scunnered. Oh well. Gonna go look at phones now. Tatty bye Vic x P.s.- apparently poof and pool are now part of the list. Current Mood: tired Current Music: If You Should Try to Kiss Her - Dressy Bessy

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May 23rd, 2004

08:56 pm - Up on the roof I don't know why I haven't spent more time up there in my life. It's so fun and it's gonna be gone soon. Shame. Apparently I'[m gonna have a lot of houses when I'm older cos when me and Chris were sittin up there earlier we kept talkin about the view we'd like to see. He wanted Sydney Harbour and I wanted an African plain with lots of giraffes. So we'd better get rich soon.How many words are there with poo in them? I can only think of shampoo, poor, spoon, spoof, pooey and dog-poo (which doesnt count apparently). Anyway, I know I'm guaranteed at least three bits of post in the near future...woohoo! I know it's weird but everyone else in my house always has letters and stuff. Away for some more revision now. Tatty bye Ethel x Current Mood: giddy Current Music: Zero to Hero - Hercules

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May 20th, 2004

09:16 pm - Sorry madeara cakes! Just want to say to Laura, Julie and Emma that I am very very very sorry that I have not mentioned you in my lj! Love you all very much but we weren't fighting or anythin and I've not seen you for aaaaaages. That kinda sucks tho cos we had pure loads of fun thawt night at the flics. Lol cheese and chips. I've spent the whole day today sittin about with terry and hudson and lauren, and maw took us out for lunch. We were on the roof for aaages and it was rather fun, dunno how they got on the scaffoldin in the first place. I'm still on a Joseph kick. And I have drama tomorrow which I have not studied for at all. Oh well. Gonna go watch Joseph now, since Terrys singin it in my ear and I'm gettin cravings. Tatty bye Vic x Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Prologue - Joseph and His Amazing Technicoloured Dreamcoat

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May 18th, 2004

06:07 pm - Disturbing Visions I really hope dreams don't mean anything, I've been having some that seem to be pointing towards something that I don't want. I mean like every night. Even if one was particularly enjoyable they're still weird. Also I really think I'm gonna fail tomorrow cause I've not really studied at all. Tis what I will do now. Tatty Vic x Current Mood: distressed Current Music: Laura - Scissor Sisters

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May 16th, 2004

07:34 pm - Sore feet Why does everyone always go on about loving shoes? They are the worst thing in the world. I'm sticking to trainers from now on, even if I am going somewhere fancy and I "look good in heels". I don't care I have just spent a weekend in very punishing shoes and it hurts so bad. I have blood blisters on my heels. At least Chris carried me home from that party, no easy task for him. On the plus side I laughed last night more than I have for a long time. Me and Chris and Lauren and Jamus went to Pizza Hut and it was just so fun. When we got home I just fell asleep and then woke up at 3 and talked to Chris for like two hours then went to sleep again. Then this morning I discovered he didn't sleep at all. Poor wee tube. Now he's away to get plastered. The O.C. was sooo good tonight, it was really funny, hate it when it gets all serious. But theres just shoes everywhere and I honestly think a lot of people get silicon implants in their feet so the shoes don't hurt. They must do. Men shall never know the pain of high heels, unless they're Tim Curry that is. Or maybe Terry in the future. I guess I'll just have to learn to put up with them. Screw childbirth, high heels are God's punishment to us for eating that gosh-darned apple! Hobbling off to my room Vic x Current Mood: sore Current Music: I Wanna Rock and Roll All Night - Kiss

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May 13th, 2004

07:19 pm - I don't want a mars bar ice cream This is new territory for me, I love mars bar ice creams but I really don't want one. I had a really nice cake today though, maw took me out for lunch on the way back from chris's hoose. That triangle cake is the best cake in the entire world. Lauren kept eating bits of mine and then sed she'd throw a glass at me. Oh and you'll never guess who was there! U ready for this....COLIN SCOUGALL!!!!!!!!! I'm soooo starstruck...not. Oh also in case anyone was in any doubt as to whether he was in fact The Colin Scougall or not...he had a "colin" necklace on. That man does live in his own wee world. I'm sure anyone who doesn't know who he is can look him up as I'm in no doubt that he has made his own website. Anyway I have to stop "plockin away in the background" as Lauren is trying to study. Fare thee well Colin Scougall's No.1 fan. Current Mood: blah Current Music: Turn Back Time - Cher

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May 11th, 2004

10:31 pm - Adaptation French was fine. The usual about a pen pal and a french person who speaks english but refuses to. I met bert and tom in mcds. It was kinda wierd seein them as a couple but I guess it'll grow on me. We had auditiony type things for little shop of horrors tonight and sj basically told me I'm gonna be Chiffon. I was slightly peeved but she sed I couldn't be Audrey cos my voice is too powerful so I guess that's nice. I can just be so stubborn sometimes, I never listen to other ppl and I should. And I can't take compliments. Oh well that is what I am doing now. Changing. Adapting like...i dunno something that changes. However, I doubt my diva-like ways will change completely. Oh well. I think I say oh well too much. Oh well. My feet hurt but I'm free till wednesday and I shall see my beloved tomorrow. Oh joyousness of all joys. My nail varnish chipped as well. And bert loved her present. Just as well, I worked very hard on it! Time to go on to badgerbadgerbadger.com now. Tatty bye Chiffon x Current Mood: optimistic Current Music: Gangster's Paradise - Coolio

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May 9th, 2004

05:01 pm - Out of the loop Before I went out with Chris I was single for a year. Partly to do with leftover feelings etc. As soon as I met Chris however I was mad aboot him. Well not as soon as but when we started seein each other I knew I really liked him. And I'm glad it's worked out and I've never been happier with sum1 but I kinda feel like I'm losing some of my friends. I always used to go into glasgow on a saturday with Bert and Jamus but since me and Chris have bn together its been us goin in and I see them but tis not the same. Chris if you're reading this please do not blame yourself. No one is to blame. Except me maybe. It's hard to juggle! As much as I love everyone involved it's really hard. I'm just lucky that I have friends that understand. But see the thing is now that Ash and Jamus are together I'm like looking in you know. And they spent saturday with a bunch of new ppl, who I like but it just makes me feel...oh i dunno. I'm such a moaner! I really shouldn't be writing this on the bloody internet! In my happy field however the first two exms weren't bad and I'm ready for chem. Man my legs hurt. Ciao V x p.s. this is not a guilt trip for anyone involved please just regard this as the random ravings of someone who doesn't appreciate things that she should. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: One week - Barenaked Ladies

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May 6th, 2004

07:11 pm - Violence inherit in the system Have you ever just really wanted to punch someone in the face? Either for saying shit about you and not sticking by it (sooo annoying), if you're gonna say it at least admit it) or for thinkin that they're the poor innocent victim in the situation when they're really just a twisted, manipulative arsehole. I know I'm confrontational and moody but I'd actually say my biggest bloody downfall would be that I forgive people too easy. Just to make my life easier. But no more, there are certain people that I know that I will never ever forgive for their idiotic childishness. Moods are fair enough but making up stuff and banging into people in corridors is so stupid. If I had the balls to there are two people I would really like to punch full force in the face. Unfortunately one is rather butch and would probly kill me. The other however... On a brighter note I have rediscovered Joseph and his Technicolour Dreamcoat (btw it's not a dreamcoat cos he can interpret dreams without it I have noticed...anyway). It's really good...Jacoooooooob...Jacob and sons (that ones for you Chris lol).I so wanna play the narrator in that. Also did you know how sexist the bible is? Women get blamed for everything! And you have to marry a guy if he rapes you and you're not engaged! I've not read it all was just soooo bored today and it was nearby. Oh and it's ok to kill, as long as you'r killing an Amalekite. That is all. Fare thee well Ethelx Current Mood: angry Current Music: Distant Sun - Crowded House

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May 3rd, 2004

12:38 pm - Best weekend ever! I know that my exams start in like a day and i should be studyin but I'm so hyper. I have just had the singular best weekend ever. As much as I missed seeing Bert and Jamus etc it was soooo good. Me and Chris spent the whole weekend together doing a load of romance stuff lol. If I wrote it down it would seem like such a cliche but it was soooo good. I missed him a lot cos I couldn't see him this week. Kinda sucked. But the weekend so made up for it. Unfortunately he is now gone once again and I won't see him for aaaages. Oh also a small child tried to eat my ear but thats another story. Such a young age to be a gynotikolobomassophile (not a made up word, look it up). Must study. Ciao Vic x Current Mood: hyper Current Music: Rain Dance - Adiemus

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April 29th, 2004

10:02 pm - Nasty people If I didn't like someone I wouldn't be nice to them. Civil, not ignore them, but I wouldn't hug them or text them. But apparently not everyone shares that opinion. Apparently its better to be lovely to someones face and talk about them behind their back. Oh well, didn't know I was such a bad person. On a lighter note, last period of SG maths today! woohoo! No more Big D! Well that's not really fair cos shes ok now but still mean to ross my wee singing buddy, and that's not on! Then again might get her for higher! Eeeeeeeeek! She gave us a tearful goodbye speech lol. Didn't get that from Mrs Prior tho. Which brings me back to indecision over blodge or modern studies. Oh well, I'll think about it tomorrow, for tomorrow...is another day! Doo doo doo doo Scarlett x Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Drive - Incubus

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April 27th, 2004

08:49 pm - Such a busy girl! I was rather tired out today cos the concert finished late. And also my sister Lauren kept me up for like an hour talkin about Amy. Oh well, at least shes happy even if annoyin. But the concert was soooo good, Mr. Miller even said I was excellent, and he never compliments people! It was great though, and me and Graham even got a mention! Fan-bloody-tastic. Then tonight I was a rehearsal for Little Shop of Horrors and I was singing Chrystal's part. I don't actually wanna play her tho cos i can't do a black American voice but was still fun singing. Btw if u wanna go its on in the town hall at half 6 every tuesday, bring £1. Oh and I almost forgot, new drama for me and Chris. I thot he'd changed his msn password so i couldn't go on and I phoned him after school and kinda yelled and then hung up. But then he phoned back and told me that actually sum1 else changed it and he can't get in so thats sucks. I do not deserve that boy, I should be so much nicer to him cos I really do love him, y'know? I just hope that his patience with me doesn't run out. Especially as this rich list business is gettin on his nerves. In fact I think I'm gonna go phone him just now. Ta ra Vic x Current Mood: loved Current Music: Let the River Run - Carly Simon

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April 25th, 2004

07:41 pm - I'm such an addict I cant' help it! It's soo good, and I always said things like that would never draw me in but like so many others I have succumbed to the powerful allure of the O.C. If you don't want to be addicted I suggest you never watch it. Tis truly great. Also the rich list came out the other week so I can add to my list of prospective husbands! Roman Abramovich of you're reading this I'm Victoria Bianchi, look me up (number 1). No offence Chris, I will happily marry you when you're on it. Speaking of Chris I had such a good weekend. The arguments have stopped, mostly lol. We're back to being all happy and stuff. I guess one of the pros of having a tall bf is he can get you into 18 films lol. We went to see The Passion of The Christ. It was really good, I mean violent but good. I swear sometimes I had to turn away which says a lot as I can usually watch gory stuff. It was so sad but when he fell over when he was carryin the cross (he gets crucified btw, sorry if i ruined the ending for anyone). You can't watch it and not have a huge respect for jesus, even if you don't believe he is the son of God. My hair is all gone, jill (hairdresser) just left. Quite scary really, it bein gone. I was at practise all say today for the concert tomorrow (I play percussion in a band). You know it really pisses me off at the end of the rehearsal when all the wind players are complainin about havin to put chairs away. I mean CHAIRS!?! Try carryin a feckin gong! And when they say "all you do is hit things with sticks". I have to play like a milloin instruments plus im standin up so if i screw up everyone knows. If they do theyre sittin down and covered by like a million other ppl so no one knows. Bastards! OK, rage over lol. Was at a gig on saturday also. Was ok but a bit empty and I missed tpp who were apparently really good, but i was lost when i got off the underground, I'm not good with maps. Also I was talkin to calum a wee bit but its kinda shite cos iv not really talked to him for ages, and we used to be really close so that sucks. Oh well, absent friends. Also the exams are looming ever closer, eek. Then again at least it means no more mrs jarvie, woo hoo. Gtg, promised graham I'd sign his guestbook Vic xxx Current Mood: ditzy Current Music: Perfect Day - Hoku

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